Friday, May 23, 2008

Vladimir Rasputin



Well it's not a typing mistake but I really think that Vladimir Putin is now taking the role of Grigori Rasputin in the old time of the Russian empire. The power game is taking those politicians and they cannot leave it after they are fond of it. Is it an eastern virus? since we don't see much of that in the west. In the west they see the power is also in the business& money world and those who understood it well they even believe that the politicians are rather poorful (sometimes stupidful) than being powerful. But the eastern virus is simply infecting leaders once their asses touch the chair of power. Even the eastern people believe much in the inspired leader so the virus is also having a reverse cycle.
Do you know what? because I came from the east I believe that Putin should still be in power because I much believe in the conspiracy theory and I believe that Russia will collapse w/o a strong leader. Maybe I'm infected but I want to say that the whole world cannot bare a total collapse of Russia because simply then the little balance what we still have here won't last. And I'm sure that if that happens China will benefit from that more than USA so we may fall again in another cold war between the Asian giant and uncle Sam Libermann.

Forget and Forgive!


This might be my strategy in the near future.
It's not for them it's for myself... I'll try to forgive myself for what I did to myself. Maybe also forget and forgive what people did to me just to clean my internal walls to paint it for a new trial.
In the same time I'm not expecting any reward from anybody, I'm only waiting the reward from myself to myself. And I here want to mention to many guys who thought themselves smart on me just enjoy yourselves because I also like to make people happy and be in humble. I found the sweetness of being in humble and I'll never let it go. And for those who might be ashamed of themselves for what they did to me, I want to say that please be careful with other people and learn the lesson!
For those nasty guys who enjoyed in a sadistic way making me and maybe others suffering, I may forget it all but please don't show up if you have any sense of honor. Maybe I'll make it easy for you by going away but just give me the chance for making it in peace!!